*eternally rocks out too hyperly and sends self into oblivion!*

I am extremely happy in the face of MY NEGETIVE CRAPPY PARENTS! WWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

This isn't what the journal is about so don't worry.

Whatever happens, stay alive!

So i told a friend how I felt about them (I think last week acctually) but she just was "okay" then goes on with whatever. haha its all good and now im not even feeling like that all to much anymore! So everythings all cool.

My step-mom went finally crazy freak-out over a simple misunderstanding and since she wouldn't even let me talk, I finally decided to show some resistance (which i have never done before) and pulled out a smart-ass remark. Calm tone still. She never listens anyway however I approach anything. After that she kept repeating "Your not that stupid..." over and over again so I said "Oh, but aren't I? Everything I do is a mistake right? Unimpressive lil' shit, aren't I?" She just glared at me and screamed (yet again) "Okay maybe you are fucking stupid! Blah bleh barf..." (ok not that last part but whateve'! ) and now she is still pissy as hell over it. It is as if I sent the world into the worst hell ever.... Well throughout these days I have countered her crappy acknowlegdement with smiles and positivity and then secluding myself away from her (as if I hadn't done that allready as much as I could). Can't wait for my dad to come around home again (truck driver) and explode at me. Im not holding anything back unless I can make this stop.

Other news! Story is still getting more epic! I try to type up a good prologue and then i have even more to add! CRAP! making picture when i get the best time to do them too so sry for wait! YOU WILL BE REWARDED FOR THE WAIT!


Problem with it however is that it can allmost be too visual to me. I got it in my head like a game! epic to the max! and I hardly get time and not much equipment for it either but it'll come soon enough!

SNOW IS RAPEAGE TO MY FACE!


And darker feelings...
This world is crap. I live only for friends that I now call family. I'm happy because I am where I want to be and there is still good people in this world. I am grateful for the luck to have found them and am not on the other side. This world is suicidal in many ways. Politics and religion and greed for money and power are only the more obvious problems to this mess. There is even more to this world that some would call myths or fables that are more real than you think. It's your job to go through, or at least live through, this insanity, alone or with others. Make your impact and don't go down easy. unleash yourself and don't let other drag you down. See clearly and be where you want to be.


I reside in the dark. But not the darkness that everyone hates and stays away from. And because of my happiness and positivity I am also bright. That way I say I am in Twilight. Light and Dark. And the shades between.


BEST PEOPLE EVER TO ME! I would die for them too! (The Epics in my way!) : :
(anyone I forget?)



That was a lot of cheezyness wasn't it? I lurvs cheez though so its all good for me!!